Don't Worry

I was always shouting at the top of my lungs trying to be heard
but it fell on deaf ears

Now I'm standing here mute and you hear me loud and clear

What a beautiful time, what a great match
Then *snap* it all came to a halt
         the truth came out, the good times were done
         the fun is over, the potential squandered.
But don't worry,
         There's nothing left to break.
         My hearts already in pieces.
Don't worry
        Message received, I got the hint
        I won't bother you anymore
        Sorry for the misunderstanding

This is how it goes
        You helped me get over him
        Now who's gonna help me get over you?

Past dug up, hit us both like trains
        I, shaking beside you as you held me close
        I, giving you clarity as tears fell down your face
Too serious, too soon and altogether not.
We meshed so well, hand in hand
        without a second thought
I wrapped my arms around you and we danced to the silence in our heads

It's all for the best. It always is.
You still want her and that's fine.
Just let me step out of the splash zone.
If you want someone cold, distant, decisive
       So cerebral you can't actually connect
       Go right ahead
I'm too sweet? I'm too kind? Too caring and nurturing? So scared I could actually help heal your broken soul
That's fine, I understand

You've already helped me in so many ways
       you'll never know how effective you were
You helped me get over him, and the him before
You helped me regain hope for kindness in a partner
You helped me communicate, but then became silent yourself... a trait you'll soon regain as it is innate within you

We fit so well, but timing is everything, and your emotional meteor hit at an inopportune time, putting distance between us was your choice and I don't know if I'll still be around when you come back from the journey you're on...

You don't believe in love and there's no wondering why, you invested your heart, time, and effort in someone who didn't care. For years, your programmer took control over your thoughts.